RE: RUDY

WOW AGAIN...I know I know I promised to write everyday..anyone else noticed that along with this searing heat everything seems like a struggle in the physical realm...and it is already like that for me...here it goes...

This session with Cindy and Rudy was truly amazing...again in all the years of my work the oneness with someone on the other side has never been like this..the dimensionality of it defies description..he really isn't on "the other side" he is alive and well just not in his last vehicle...that is what he just told me this second..love the way he describes all of this...and he can't wait for me to get to LA..will be there Thursday evening...wow wonder what he has planned this time...he is now making a joke about visiting his "old Vehicle" at Hollywoodforever cemetery...humm this will be an interesting visit.

Back to the blog...the intensity of emotion and expression with which he told Cindy about how he felt about her was so heartfelt..I could feel it through my whole Being...the sincerity of him wanting to protect her from the jaded world he lived in..he is correcting me now..he wasn't jaded but the social world and movie world he lived in was. The women were psychic vampires that wanted to devour him and use him..he realized this too late....then he meets this pure young woman, who wants nothing from him but to be with the real him.

This was such a shock to him that it took him aback...fear set in...unworthiness set in..and then the power of unconditional love healed that fear...it was and is still hard for him to have realized so much at the end of his short time in his last life. He again is speaking of being damaged goods...wishing that he could have had that same purity that he experienced with Cindy then...I believe that he did...I feel that he was and is a pure Soul...that was used and abused..Rudy stop being so hard on yourself....

He also surprised me when at different times in the sessions he showed me another huge side of his life then and now...he was and is a Spiritual Seeker of truth and is really an amazing Intuitive himself...hum that explains it all we are both conduits and merge...more on that later...he also met on a regular basis with a Spiritual group..more on that later..

He wants everyone who is reading this to understand how real this is and how grateful he is and we all are for being able to bring all the fragmentation and unfinished lessons into the NOW we are in PRESENT TIME..join us..it is the only place to really BE..he invites all of you to look at what you arrived with in this life that keeps repeating as a pattern...time to understand that we are born with strengths, weaknesses talents etc and lessons that are a variation of a theme from many incarnations...time to return to your original Divine Blueprint...and heal the karma you have created with your free will...you can heal the past..perfect love which is unconditional love, casts out all fear...

good night to all and sweet dreams M